so im just sitting here thinking about the same things as before. idk what i wanna do really. again idk. same things with the bitching. now im excited about going to san diego now. there are a couple people that im looking forward to seeing and hanging out with again. things here seem to be good but then ill see things that i dont think im supposed to see but im hoping im just looking to much into things. idk this is gonna be a short post i guess....maybe. thats all i can think about when it come to that subject

im back from leave and have my first duty day again tomorrow. now being back is starting to suck. it was fine the first few days. it was nice being able to just relax and chill out. i mean its not like i do anything on the barracks. all we do is clean and do all that fun stuff but at the same time i dont do any of it. im so ofp that everyone knows really that i dont do jack and just kinda laugh about it but even the lpo and the lcpo know that i dont do anything. ive got such a nioce comfy spot and its gonna suck having to go to another station and actually work lol idk but yea.

now that ive got some time coming to me cause everyone i hang out with has either already left or are transferring right before my birthday and before i get frocked. so i think that im gonna get soem more of my reading done. like im gonna get to get more back into my practice and hopefully ill just feel better about everything all the way around. also im gonna be able to go work out some more and then hopefully thatll help me out some more in feeling better too....i guess thats it for now.