so i miss home. i dont wanna be doing this anymore. i wish that i could somehow change this decision. i know im going back to missing the past and that i am just wasting my time in dwelling on this again but i think that ive figured out what i am going to do about it, im gonna go back to school once i get to san diego. gonna work on my degree again. philosophy major. was really one of the few things that i was good at. something that came naturally to me i guess. my family would say that everything came naturally to me and my sister but this is something that was easy for me, i liked doing very much and that i wanted to continue doing. my family has alwasy had musical abilities and had an athletic nature but i never wanted to go anywhere with that.