so this is more for me i guess, why is it that love is so hard. i want this to work so badly and she says she does too but things she tells me and the things that i can see and feel are different. sometimes giving up seems like it would be so much easier but i can feel it that in the long run its going to hurt like heel. ive already felt a broken heart once and i dont want to feel one again. but its getting harder and harder each and every day. true, some days are perfectly fine but the bad out way them. at least thats what it feels like. dont misunderstand, i do not want out of this. i just want a solution.