Overview of (My) Current Events

ok so here is the current deal. i think that i am really falling for her. let me take hat back, i know that i am. it hasnt been a super long relationship like my ex but i dont care i cant help it. but i am afraid of what might happen. i know for a fact that bot everyone i tell will be happy for me i mean hell, ive already come across a coupe people like that.

but i dont know what to do about that. i want me friends to be here for me but since graduation i dont really know if i have all that many as i used to. why did everyone have to wait until the end of high school to their true colors?

anyway, gettin ready for school wasnt all that hard i guess lol. got my books and paid for class. what else is there lol couldnt afford to take all the classes i wanted to but thats how the world works right? i just dont want to get stuck at rcc for the rest of my life like some people have been known to.

still tryin to decide what i want to do after i get done with rcc though. i can re audition for cal arts and juiliard. i think that i will be able to get accepted again or if i should go to cal state fullerton. havent decided but i hear that the berkley college of music is totally awesome. so ill look more into that. any suggestions hit me up. thanks guys